♥Hope && Love♥

Thegirl

Dominica Rain. California. Mommy of 5 daughters.Tattooed. Hopeless Romantic. Dreamer. Book Worm. Media Whore. Lives For Amazing Music, The Ocean, Art && Love.

And This Is My Life In Words && Photos.

Heartsong

Tell me about the dream where we pull the bodies out of the lake
and dress them in warm clothes again.
How it was late, and no one could sleep, the horses running
until they forget that they are horses.
It's not like a tree where the roots have to end somewhere,
it's more like a song on a policeman's radio,
how we rolled up the carpet so we could dance, and the days
were bright red, and every time we kissed there was another apple
to slice into pieces.
Look at the light through the windowpane. That means it's noon, that means
we're inconsolable.
Tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us.
These, our bodies, possessed by light.
Tell me we'll never get used to it.
-Richard Siken

Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone say chocolate!?

Dexter && Weeds
Finding New Artists && Amazing Music Playlists
Rockstars. Energy FTW!
Rainy days in
Coconut M&Ms
Rainy Days in with my daughters

Lovedlist

Meet the people I love♥

My Photography Blog Nicholette Rebecca
Sarah Diona Megan Maggie

Pastmemories

Are you sure you want to turn back the time and read about my past?

♥ November 2010
♥ December 2010
♥ January 2011
♥ February 2011
♥ April 2011
♥ May 2011
♥ July 2011

Saturday, July 9, 2011

I cant even remember what I last updated about, or even what to update about, as my life is pretty unexciting, so this may be all over the place.

The girls are doing fantastic. Growing up much to fast for me :( I am officially a mom of a 5th grader, 3rd grader, 2nd grader AND kindergartner!! 4 out of 5 of my babies are offically in school. It blows my mind! Angelyna and Ciarra have been spending alot of their summer break with their dad. I miss them terribly, but I really appreciate the fact that Charley has really been stepping up in that department and I can see how much it means to the girls. Weve been spending as much time outdoors as possible, enjoying the sunshine and me just enjoying them. Mayson is SO big now, ugh. She talks so much and is the sweetest thing. Slip N Slide, water balloon fights, summer evenings in the park! Its been really awesome.

I started school! Its been pretty amazing, but a bit overwhelming. Its been a adjustment being away from the girls all day after being home with them for so long, but I honestly really enjoy it too. Its a nice break and so nice to socialize during the day. I have classes fulltime 8-4 monday through friday. I am blessed to have a very supportive family who all alternate taking care of the girls during the day for me. We may not always get along, but its nice to know they realize how important this is to me and to the girls as well and help me out. I know others arent as lucky. Plus, once school starts again, it'll only be Miss Macy during the week. Homework kicks my ASS, since I have 6 classes this semester. It is so hard to find the time to study and do homework every single night. Me and sleep are NOT friends right now!!! But I honestly love it, Im a nerd and I love learning, I love debates and discussions, I love being back in school and the atmosphere and the awesome people Ive met. Its been rad. And it feels so great to feel productive and like I'm finally working towards my goals, you know? I'm so close, I can always taste it!

mm what else is new? I feel like I'm forgetting stuff. Oh, UM CAN YOU BELIEVE ANGELYNA WILL BE 10 YEARS OLD ON THE 21ST!!!! Im serious. How is that possible?! Double digits. Crazy. She is so mature now. Her personality is very...nerdy. Haha. She loves pokemon and sonic and video games and computer games. She loves sports and gossiping to her friends lol She is SO fkn smart. It blows my mind. And very artistic, she loves to draw and is really good at animation type stuff. She has such a good head on her shoulders and I am so proud of her, so so proud.

I havent had as much time to pick up my camera lately. It makes me sad, I really miss it. I had the most awesome family portrait session earlier this week. Reminded me of why I love doing it so much, which is always a great feeling. I hope once I can get things more settled and in a better routine, I can make more time for it. I also REALLY want to learn film, so I need to work that in as well :)

I miss my boyfriend, alot. I never had any idea how hard a long distance relationship could be, but it is quite possibly one of the hardest things I've done to date. I miss him all the time. ALL the time. Everything reminds me of, makes me think of him or something we did together, which just makes me miss him more. You get the drift... lol He is worth every second of it. He is quite possibly the most amazing man ever. And that is a understatement, ha. He really is my "other half". I am, hands down, the luckiest girl in the world.

Anyways, I shall spam you with pictures now :)

Today, the girls and I took our first trip to the beach! It was amazing. Freezing cold though, which was way lame since the forecast did not say that whatsoever! But the girls barely noticed and were all over it. They had the best time, as did I with them. It really blows my mind how I created such beautiful, incredible children. They are everything to me and I am so blessed to be their mother!

My 4th of July this year was A-Fucking-Mazing! I spent 4 days with Matt in Phoenix and we had the BEST time. Swimming, fireworks show at the lake, dinner with friends, he surprised me with tickets to Thursday && Taking Back Sunday, church, our favorite resturaunt, delicious sangria, lightrails && balloons, romantic home cooked meal made just for me, ect. I love him more than anything. True story.

♥our lips must always be sealed

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